stairway to heaven...

I want to blog now... too many things in my mind and I just do not have any time to blog... now is it a good sign in my life ?

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Last evening in this place.... for the next three months... I am damn excited about the vacation and I am damn pissed off as I just started my journey of targeting a FMCG... have to work..have to enjoy...

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what I plan to say in France (obviously to young gals)..
" Pardon me madam.. I come from India... I do not know French.. anyway this is what I want to tell you.. I am 25 years old... and I am still a virgin.. do you want to help me out :P "

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song of the moment: Led zeppelin: "stairway to heaven"..... suits my mood and suits the occasion.

Au revoir.... Time to make this blog a photo blog for coming few months...atleast I hope so...

juniors...

Four years ago...

" if not for you, I wouldn't have got a job"..
" This is what BLACK said when he passed out.. and I owe it to him"..
" I would have left college if you hadn't been there on that day"..

and then today a similar incident..

" I want to meet you before I leave"...
and I : "I guess you would have lot of packing to do" (I was taking a nap and didn't want to get disturbed.. BLACK is selfish :)
" Still I m coming to your room"

and from this day, I take responsibility for his success and failure in this place.....

dead blog...?

I dont feel like blogging....
so many changes have happened in the past two weeks... and still when I sit to blog...I just ask this question.."whats the point in telling them about it ?... does it matter ?.."....
and yeah... so I am not writing anything here.....
In one word, its just that I became a "dangerous" guy..

To the "guy" and the "gal" :P

Gal...

I still remember telling you twenty years ago that I will marry a gal like you...
I still remember you teaching me everything from sanitary napkins to menstrual cycle.... (Thank god, I never had to learn them from a half baked adolescent :P)
I still remember you making a huge drama for my "love" marriage and then finally smoking peace pipe by telling me the legendary sentence:
" you can marry any donkey you want... provided you earn more than the donkey.." :D
In one stroke you proved women are drama queen..... :)
Thanks for giving the emotional side of yours to me....

my "gal" will be better than "you" :P ...

Guy:

I still remember you teaching me how dy/dx is different from Delta(X)/Delta (Y).
Honesty;integrity;sincerity - I never read them in dictionary for I learnt them from you..
You make me feel jealous about the way you love the "gal"...

I swear I ll love my "gal" more than you love your "gal"..

Dad and Mom, many more happy returns of the day... hope you guys put atleast a fifty partnership...

moments of madness

I miss you... For twenty three years you were there with me; to warn me; to cheer me up; as my conscience keeper...
but with shallowness around, I need you once again..... to make me believe in true friendships.... To hear your voice and your peculiar way of telling that "everything is an illusion"...
Can't you see what I need right now? I pity you..
For you need to find the questions that are deep in my mind...
you need to answer them as well...

Sunshine gal..

Should I call her today ? I am so agitated today that i had to break the oath again to blog this post..
what prevents me from giving her a call ?
1) a technical problem in my mobile...
2) my ego.... I had resolved not to send her on a guilt trip(as she had mentioned few months back). I never called her up and only returned her calls..
she gave me a palette of emotions in my life... made me strong; made me realise what an egoistic guy I am; made me feel the depth of love I have for her...
Though I had moments of weakness in these few months, I have been "restrained" (according to my own standards and considering what I have been going through in the past four months) in my communication with her....
This post is a toast to my ego and the way I love the sunshine gal....

p.s. I haven't broken my promise which I gave to you (munich guy)...These things are in back ground for I have become dead serious in my acads :)

friendship..

This is a damn important post that i have break my addiction oath to post this...

I sent a mail...
I do not know why I sent it...
I do not whether I was right in doing it...
I do not even know the implications of sending the mail...
Its just that I flushed my mind in that mail...
In the past four years, I can't remember sending anything to anybody which was as blunt as this mail.....

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After four years, I hope to read this post and I am not sure whether I ll laugh or cry for the action I did...

Amen..